apology

I def can tell if you are reading this, hi.. I am probably mentally ill or sick in the head but, you could also make fun of me for making this just to "get your attention" but YOU are the snoopy person looking through my bio. i want to say first, what are you doing here....? this entire thing serves absolutely NO purpose besides an apologization.

anyway since your curious ass is still here, i want to start with apologizing for rude remarks i may have done to people apologizing for leaving people on read or delivered, apologization for all the people i said weird shit to, apologization to all the poeple i lashed out on...

if you were wondering, yes i am suffering still, yes you can judge me for saying all this, yes you can mock me because i cant do shit besides blocking you...

im tired.. ifhml.. im obnoxious asf

I may not seem as depressed as like others that are but i can say for sure i have some kind of depression.. my life is slowly turning into a hell and a paradise at the same time.. ill say it again Im sorry for anyone i have disrespected..

Ixchel.. Layla.. you could be reading this but, if you want to stop being around me or being friends with me, let me know before pressing the block button on everything... < /3

if you have considered it, I had a great time getting to know you as a person and a friend for all this time...

Ixchel... If you considered it, I won't be there to help you from just giving and commiting, I won't be there to help you through your moments.. I won't be there to pray for you.. I just won't be there...

Layla... If you considered it, Enjoy your friend the most you can... I didn't do as good of a job as she did for your sake, I won't be able to be there when you succeed with your life... I won't be there...

you have every right to not say a word and just straight up block me, i can't control afterall... I really can't... I.... given up on trying to budge into your lives... yall should be able to be happy without having to think a moment of me, it'll be a lot of weight off of your shoulders... I already know I'm not making it past 18.. I've got too much shit to handle in a lifetime to be able to withstand all of this...

im a pathetic piece of shit aren't i...? without yall...

I loved yall two a lot and I'd either say it now or never be able to say it again...

Make sure yall stay alive and well..

"Itadori, you take it from here." -Kento Nanami